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Fantasies of Being
a Multitude
by Sarah Quigley
Sometimes I think of Connie,
a tiny woman with
electric blue eyes,
who flies to destitute
countries,
grants poor women
no-interest loans
so they can launch a little
business,
gain independence from
drunken husbands,
greedy lenders, then there's
Sylvia, a nurse
I know, from Lafayette,
Louisiana,
Sylvia, who works
twelve-hour shifts,
who never lets up,
easing patients' fears
in a drawl, warm and sweet
as beignets.
Sometimes I go down a long
list
of equally illustrious names
with equally admirable
traits,
longing to apprehend
one virtue of hers, one of
his,
longing to borrow the best
from each,
temporarily excusing
myself from
showing up to ply my own
sacred agenda.